For those about to rock…

Whew! Improv isn’t just what you do musically, it’s what you do.

Period.

Last night, I played my first face-to-face live gig in a very long time. Streaming live from a studio, where you can perform in your pajamas (if that’s your thing and maybe you’re not doing video streaming) on a platform like Second Life has its own challenges (does it ever!) but the audience rarely sees what is happening*.

So last night was an exercise in real-time damage control, improvising a solution that would make them smile and applaud (throwing money, underwear, or t-shirts is always optional).

https://www.facebook.com/emom.mtl/videos/786197931074043/

Eric Wrazen, master of ceremonies and no slouch on the synth himself, presided over the first EMOM performance of the Fall season at The Wheel Club here in Montréal. It was my first performance there and only the second time I’d been there for an EMOM event (I was lucky to have learned of it, shortly after getting settled in to my new apartment here). If I said it went off without a hitch it would be a bald-faced lie.

It didn’t.

I think it was Dwight Eisenhower who said that plans mean nothing, planning means everything. What I’d planned, while only mildly complicated considering all that was involved, and what happened were two quite different things. My original “blueprint” involved using two main audio sources: the Arturia MicroFreak and the Modal Argon8m. I’d brought The Three Sisters (my three Empress Zoias, Amelie, Brigitte, and Chloë — yes, the instruments are named and labelled so it’s easier to keep track of what’s been programmed), a Boss RC-1 for some simple looping, and an RC-500 for reverb on the Argon8m. Finally, I’d brought a Focusrite Scarlet to interface the iPad with the Argon8m.

What I find continuously challenging with Argon8m is using the software — I am not a big fan of using a laptop in live settings after having a hard drive catastrophically fail just moments before doing a gig in Fort Worth many years ago (yes, I salvaged the performance and no one even knew what happened). Rather than use a laptop, I’ve been using an iPad Pro, which has brings its own issues (Gee, THANKS Apple for making it so damned difficult to interface externals with the iPad, ESEPCIALLY the whole “Pro” series — another discussion for another day, but I’ve been using a Pro in one form or another since Generation 1.0 before I ever left the States). The MODALapp is pretty dependable on the computer, less so on the iPad, so it’s always a tiny gamble.

And last night, the gamble failed. Hard.

I could not get the Argon8m to send audio to the mix. For whatever reason, nothing from “that side” of the mix was working, or sending me output to the little mixer I had brought along. As I was the first person scheduled to perform, the pressure was on to get it sorted out and time was working against me. Eric was gracious enough to start without me and I frantically began pulling cables and re-configuring the set up to work with the ‘Freak and two of the Zoias. I managed to come up with a working arrangement and then it was “showtime!”

Give a listen to the video excerpt above; I have a WAV of the performance that I will be listening to in hopes of pulling some usable audio out of for later.

*At one point in the history of performances in Second Life, the question came up as to whether or not certain performers were actually “performing” live or simply having their avatar appear and running a prerecorded track — the VR version of lip-synching. The controversy is still there and, to my mind as a performer, has cast a permanent shadow over the whole scene.

The water is boiling and the frog is oblivious…

#Persist #Resist

It’s nearly Friday over in this part of the world and the news cycle seems to have accelerated such that it is a continuous spin cycle. What will happen tomorrow that The Regime will try and spin for us to forget over the weekend remains to be seen.

One thing is clear: Authoritarianism is already in the USA. No waiting for the markers of pre-WWII or the Soviet Union — it’s here. Now. The title comes from the story of placing a frog in a pan of water and slowly bringing it to a boil. The frog remains in the water until it is dead. Drop a frog in a pan of already boiling water and it will do its damnedest to leap out.

Analogy for Amerika? Oh, yeah. There is no sugar coating it, given the events of the past week.

Many Americans still enjoy a lifestyle seemingly untouched by the changes of the past nine months. How much longer that can be said remains to be seen. A friend shared this earlier today and I was shocked reading just how far along The Regime, and Project 2025 has succeeded in reaching their goals:

https://www.project2025.observer/en

Forty seven percent today. And it’s only Thursday, nearing the second week of September. Winter is coming.

You face a choice. I suggest reading this essay and think about it. Feel free to share it, too.

https://the.ink/p/essay-what-are-you-waiting-for

Image of Jimmy Kimmel with text reading, "I stand with Jimmy Kimmel"

“…isn’t dangerous enough to remain in detention”

Haaretz reports that Hathaleen’s killer, Yinon Levi, was released to house arrest while he’s investigated for manslaughter, with a judge deciding that he isn’t dangerous enough to remain in detention.

This decision comes less than a day after Levi shot and killed Hathaleen in broad daylight, with the attack caught on camera. Witnesses said that Levi later said of the shooting, “I’m glad I did it,” per Al Jazeera.

https://truthout.org/articles/no-other-land-contributors-killer-released-as-israeli-soldiers-raid-mourners/

I can only ask, “What the fcuk?” In broad daylight, in from of cameras.

#NotInMyName

Shadows and Lights…

Evening.

A darkened sky, the light beginning to emerge from the those corporate windows across the way, allowing their interiors to be more clearly revealed. And as I look at this checkerboard of light and darkness, a vacillation catches my eye. I move to get a better view of the two windows and see what looks to be a disco ball with garlands of bright lights running from wall to wall, and, somehow, a beam of light — like a searchlight — sweeps across the tableau. I see this several nights in a row and now I am truly curious.

Days later, I gaze over at the same scene, now reflecting the sky, buildings, and grounds — that are hidden from me, for they are behind me — to the north of here. I try to look closer, feeling like Jimmy Stewart in “Rear Window” but looking for my binoculars (I have none, at present).

Details emerge and resolve, as does the meaning of the mystery. I see a rising lansdscape, and atop it, lights flashing exactly where the “disco ball” had appeared. Indeed, the lights are flashing, even in the wild-fire smoke-muted sunlight of the Montréal skies. And now, I understand.

I spent some time yesterday, observing this reflection, periodically, as the day transited from a yellow-gray morning, through the equally yellow-gray afternoon, and finally into the welcoming cool of night. What I was seeing was the warning lights arrayed across the top of the promontory that hulks behind me, rising up and North of me. This, and nothing more.

Today, the reflection is muted by the aerial pollution of smoke from the Prairie fires — I had forgotten just how pernicious that smoke is on what our skies look like, after experiencing it in Wyoming and Alaska — and I cannot see the Mount or much other detail. But it is there, waiting for the fall of darkness.

“I’ll get back to you…”

I can never remember what the META algos are blocking to and from Canada these days, so I’m sharing this to further on to my friends over there in Evil Suxerburgville…

Always on. Must reply. Ooops.

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2025/jul/01/im-not-ignoring-your-message-im-overwhelmed-by-the-tyranny-of-being-reachable

Found somewhere off of social media (with no clear attribution!) —

Circles or Rectangles

Pre-emptive posting againt the probablity that a certain META platform will not allow this “news”-derived story from the Guardian UK.

“What” we see may be heavily culturally-driven. What do you see when you look at the image?

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2025/jul/05/optical-illusions-see-world-perception

… here’s a link that will help you see both:

https://imgur.com/a/Mp2MphF

… now you will probably see both every time you look.

No Vaccines for this one..

“Language is a virus” sang Laurie Anderson some years ago, riffing on William S. Burroughs’s “The Ticket That Exploded” and one wonders. How does it infect us and how do we spread it?

Does it lie dormant in our very DNA and only awaits the right circumstances to trigger, just waiting to explode into out consciousness? What would be its trigger(s)?

And then there’s the act of reading a book. Reading is staring at the hieroglyphics imprinted upon sheets of dead tree byproducts and hallucinating wildly — for hours on end! I thought this graphic below summed things up quite nicely:

[Click to see the article where I found this]

Now consider how we recruit/radicalize/train others to be able to self-hallucinate… and not just the “text”-based but things like music scores and EVERYTHING we see with our eyes…

Most of this has been triggered off of the reports of the hallucinating chatbots — given that they are based on LLMs or image databases, how does this happen?

And a happy end of June Thursday to you all!

[More on reading and hallucination: Two sources for the same paper]

1. https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1053810017300314
“Uncharted features and dynamics of reading: Voices, characters, and crossing of experiences”

2. https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC5361686/
“Uncharted features and dynamics of reading: Voices, characters, and crossing of experiences”

Alternatives For EVERYONE

Heh, call it my anti-fascist response, the AfE! Here is a link to a Mastodon account that shares alternatives to the Meta/TwitX/Google nonsense we have been living with for too long. You will have to run a quick search on the names of the platforms, as it is just an image/screenshot of the platforms, but that’s the easy part.

Good luck and see you over there!

https://mastodon.online/@mastodonmigration/113929735581212964